"dream great dreams and find the courage to live them"

-erwin mcmanus

Saturday, August 8, 2009

it's 90 degrees and humid. feels like a sauna out there!
it's a good thing i don't have to be outside much today. in fact, i'm packing up my life right now. time to move one more time... for my last semester of college! crazy..
so when i'm finished packing, it's time for a washington DC vacation, a week at home, and then coming back to the city to move my things back to moody.

as i look at my room, all packed up in boxes and bins again, i realize how much i just want to settle down. i want to have a home where i don't have to move every few months. i'm tired of packing up and moving around. i used to like it... but that time is long gone!

i've been applying for some "real" jobs, and it feels so strange. instead of just taking whatever part-time work i can find, i have to think about what is going to happen after i graduate. what kind of job can i keep on a full-time basis afterwards... what will give me experience in the future. it's a completely different kind of job search, and, to be honest, it's a little scary.

well, more packing needs to be done, and i don't have much time left. my family will be here in 2 hours to head east! i'm excited :) and not nearly ready...

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